There is something i've always wanted to say it to someone but......
And now i'm here to post everything about my daily life.........
23/3/2011
I have a crush on Boon Hang since standard 4 but it's a secret which nobody knows at all.
And now here i am in standard 6, he ask me to couple with him but in my heart i was very happy but when he was begging me to except him i said i don't know. But i have my choice so i said yes. And we did couple, will it last long? Once again i hope we're not gonna break up , i can feel how sad will i be if i break up with him. Everytime i see him in school i have butterflies. But mainly i wanted to talk to him and he should start the convo first! He is perfect in every way he means a lot to me. I always have eye contacts with him in school. Even though we're not in the same class, i'm always thinking bout him. Everynight before i go to sleep i'll listen to a song which that song reminds me abt him . I can't live without him but we're not going to the same school anymore during form 1. He's going to SMK Seafield and I wanted to go that school but I can't. I asked Divya to ask him does he want to leave me or continue to be together with me after standard 6 , i dont think she ask yet. But if he says no I have nothing to say already and I think i should appreciate this year , spending time with him. Actually to admit this I did cry sometimes thinking and worrying what will happen to us? example: are we gonna break up ? And my answer I hope not. Everytime i see's him online i'll be happy, getting to chat with him. But i hope nobody will read this! And again his special to me, he's the perfect guy for me. I'll be also spending time in school with Mag talking bout him. I MISS HIM, wish he was online now. But he always say i will find another guy better then him, but to me his the best. I cant loose him.
Lots of love to, Boon Hang
xoxo
♥
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